| A Little More Money and a lot less pain |
[26 Oct 2005|04:42pm] |
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T.G.I. Friday's GOODBYE!!!! WON'T MISS YOU!!! I QUIT!!!! 2 WEEKS HERE I COME BABY!!!
What brings this on you ask. TIME and a promotion from my other job. ASSSISTANT MANAGER BABY!!!!
Was getting:
$8.50 hr. 40 hrs/week $17.680 per year.
Will get:
~$9.46 hr. 40-45 hrs/week $19,240 per year. 10 days paid vacation time. Possibility for health plan in the future, depending on how business goes.
So off to Mike's and bye to Friday's!!!
Oh, now that I've yelled to the mountain tops I'm supposed to say that this is CONFIDENTIAL. So for those who know my blue shirted identity please keep your enthusiasm a secret from other employees please. It's a secret because Mike is worried about how other co-workers would react to my promotion. So for now we're keeping it on the down low man. (Does a little happy dance) I can tell Friday's to fuck off, do da do da. Don't really like them now, oh da do da day! (falls over with laughter, hits floor with hand over and over)
hee hee, owe, hee hee, owe, ha ha ha, OWE!
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| Splendid! |
[21 Oct 2005|12:10am] |
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Oh the joy!! My McDonald game pieces worked!! Oh the humanity! Rather sleepy....probably will lay on the couch and see what happens.
The little things certainly count today. I chatted ever so shortly with one of the residents in the apartment building. He was putting a custom sound system into his car but he was trying to do it without and amp. I think that's what he said. Then said hi to nice mother who works late at Bakers Square so she can feed her kid. Really cute little girl. Usually when I see the two of them it's 1-2 am and the wee one is sleeping on mommy's shoulder.
Plus I got the "Nightmare on Elm Street" DVD set for $40.00 at Target on sale! Plus they give you a $5.00 gift card for future use! Seven movies for only $35.00!! Oh yes! (Does a little dance) Freddy, (Sigh) my first horror scream.
On the dating front.....
Lost one date by cancellation and declined other one due to lack of information on the guy. There are a few fair reasons for me to decline this eligible bachelor: No one I work with knows anything about him, I asked a trusted coworker friend if she trusted him and she said no, and he asked me not to tell any of my coworkers about it. I felt a red flag on the last one. If you can't find out more about him from his friends than maybe things should stay as they are.
On the eyeballing front....
My struggle to put my current eye candy from GZ on the shelf continues. Trying to find sweet substitutes. Not going too bad however. The server at Dulono's is a fun bet. He wore a "Crow City of Angels" shirt on Wednesday night. Weakness for Crow stuff. Lame I know but bite me. Then there's the sweet little guy at Karaoke that can sing. I get attracted to good singers. Okay ones are alright too if they seem to be enjoying themselves. Maybe good things will develop. Here's hoping!
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| On-line games need bug renovations |
[18 Oct 2005|11:41am] |
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Not like this matters but frustrated I am. I am trying to play my McDonald's game pieces on the on-line game and it keeps telling me to give them a valid email address. How dare they! I've already played like 7 pieces yesterday with no flaw. Maybe my 24 hour period has yet to end. I kind of feel like a gambler who feels they've been cheated by the computer. DUH!!! OF COURSE IT CHEATED YOU! IT'S A COMPUTER!
I had so much I wanted to say about Sun. and Mon. but my tired hands won't allow it. Maybe when I wake up some more.
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| mmmm....woodchuck |
[14 Oct 2005|01:28am] |
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Due to the fact my WOODCHUCK CIDER is coursing through my veins, I felt obligated to journal.
Hi journal how are you?
Hope things have treated you well and people haven't misused you recently. It is my up most vow to try to treat you right. To keep fact written as such and speculation specified also as such. Rants will be labeled at all times.
(Consider this post labeled rant) RANT RANT RANT
Hee, hee. Two dates, count them, two. Broken phrase accounts for my surprise. Two men have asked me out this week. One Monday and one on Wednesday. I must be wearing a sign that says, "love me" on it recently. No complaints, excitement and anticipation more like. Due to the fact I only date one at a time I respectively declined my second date offer that occurred at work this Wed. He kind of got a bad customer review that night as well so he might not be employed there much longer sorry to say. The quote was, "Worst service ever received in 30 years." Ouch-ie. I think something somehow just got to him later that night.
Good things though, night to self tomorrow possibly. Saturday running out to dance till I drop. Sunday plans to bowl. Monday plans to stand and look happy at the Saloon. So things are running smoothly to say.
Getting sleepy. Typing errors increasing. Backspace button becoming best friend.
MMMMM....WOODCHUCK.
P.S.
I have had to edit this thing 5 times because of spelling or word mix ups. Thank you live journal spell check!
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| I DOOOOOON'T THINK SO!! |
[29 Jul 2005|02:39pm] |
 | You scored as Draco Malfoy. Spoiled and proud, you place high value on the purity of wizard blood and look set to follow in your father's somewhat shady footsteps.
Draco Malfoy | | 85% | Hermione Granger | | 70% | Albus Dumbledore | | 70% | Ron Weasley | | 70% | Remus Lupin | | 60% | Ginny Weasley | | 55% | Sirius Black | | 55% | Severus Snape | | 55% | Harry Potter | | 50% | Lord Voldemort | | 30% | </td>
Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...?
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I do not know what I did wrong in that quiz but I RESENT THAT!!!
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| Too much stuff but not too stressed. |
[29 Jul 2005|02:22pm] |
So as you may know my dad is staying with tc_nightraven and I for the last two weeks or so. So far he has been amazing low maintenance. He had contributed $200 in rent, replaced our cracked toilet seat, vacuumed the living room, took out all our trash and recycling, emptied the dish washer, cleaned our bathroom, and bought us toilet paper and paper towels just to name a few things. He has officially done more for this place than tc_nightraven or I all together!
Plus it is true, tc_nightraven asked to move out. This will be a plus in the long run for us both. A coupon for me and independence for him. Good luck dildo!
My sister just got a puppy which was a complete surprise to me for sure! With this divorce going and Dad trying to find a place for 2-3 people, now he has to factor in the small animal being. Like we did not already have enough factors to coordinate into the apartment hunting equation! All that aside, she is the cutest little fart! Sweet as can be and just cuddly! My sister named her Zei, don't know what that name was from.
My Dad was looking at a 3 bedroom in Hopkins and that would entitle me to job hunting. Man, these next couple months will be entertaining at least.
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| OH MY GOD NO WAY |
[07 Jul 2005|09:34pm] |
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SO if you have been observant, which I don't expect you to be since I haven't posted in a year, you might realize that it has been almost a whole year and look!!!! FINALLY!!! This is the second day of my roomie's new job that will actually yes, yes, oh yes, pay the rent!!!! Oh leap frog on your nearest friend, this week is the week to celebrate!!! Drink some ale, beer, wine, blood, whatever!! Let us sing a drunk song later and be totally merry!!!!
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| Sore.... |
[13 Jul 2004|11:44pm] |
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Man, I am financially flustered. No real new news on that note. I at least now have a budget. I just am wishing my roomie, bless his heart, would get a 2nd job so he can pay the rent. Pay the rent my friend. Work. Work. Everybody!!! Cheer him on!! Job! Job! Job!
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[15 Aug 2003|02:04am] |
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Damn laughing thing. I will no longer be distracted by people's stupidity.
I see you. When I know you. You will pay.
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[30 Jul 2003|12:29pm] |
Fire. Stupid fire. I need a STICK.
Stupid.
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[23 Jul 2003|04:17pm] |
Brain:
LOOK! I'm swimming. I'm swimming.
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| Drunken stutter........ |
[02 Jul 2003|02:26am] |
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For those of you who hate to read about a person's feelings while drunk, then don't read this! You've been warned!! Thank God there is spell check.
I drove home drunk this evening. Yes, my M.A.D.D. campaign I did not live by. Big surprise. I just couldn't take it anymore. I only drove 12 blocks on side streets. It was my cousin's girlfriends 21st birthday (did you get that?) and she obviously had lots to drink. I was told that I could stay at my cousin's house, thereby why I'm drunk. She puked on the way home of course, 55 mph, and a little went onto me. Sure, fine. I like her that's okay. She was actually very entertaining. The poor thing was sitting in the bathroom 15 minutes before this crying about that she looked awful, that her boyfriend was going to dump her, that there was no way that after all this he would still love her, how lucky she was to have good friends like us looking after her, and so on. I had to laugh, her worries were completely off the clock. Love her to death. Trust me, real sweetie. Maybe one day she will be part of the family.
Anyway.
Back to my crying fit. Yes, I have not cried yet, but it will come later when I go to bed I'm sure. Like every time I hang out with my cousin and his friends, it all becomes pretty clear to me that I am not going to have a man of my own unless he is the most desperate man on earth! Yes, no one would dance with me. Even after all the drunken stupor's, nothing. No love for me. I give up! I am totally crushed again. I will never have someone. I ... am totally worth every minute of someone's attention. I am a wonderful person who will love you for you. With practice I have helped myself to realize the real value of a man. I don't care what you look like! I care about who you are and who you want to be! I just want to be me. I don't want to put on makeup so someone will take a frickin' glimpse at me! I am worth so much you would only be lucky enough to have me to love you! I love the little things in life and I just want to enjoy it. I don't want to spend all my time trying to be someone I'm not. I don't do makeup. I am a girl. I am a woman. Just because I grew up as a tom boy it doesn't mean I can't fuck right okay? I want to do that as well as anything else. I want to appreciate someone. JUST GIVE ME A CHANCE. SOMEBODY! BEFORE I FRICKIN CEASE TO BE ME!
(bows after wonderful performance of deep feeling)
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[29 Jun 2003|11:38pm] |
"My head is like a fish bowl, but the bubbler is broken."
-Robin Williams-
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[29 Jun 2003|03:56pm] |
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I came, I saw, I posted.
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| Gay, just plain gay. |
[24 Jun 2003|12:04am] |
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I am so happy. My boss who just happens to be gay is taking my shift for me on Friday so I can actually go to gay pride this year! I am so happy! Not gay, happy! I have tried to go for the last two years but was never informed of the time of the event before work schedules were made. I've always wanted to go. See what it's like. Enjoy the people. Smile at the people. Enjoy the men in dresses, yummy! I love men in drag, definitely a turn on. I'm strange I know. However, if you're going to do drag I don't ask that you look good. You only have to look good in drag if you're going to hit on me, otherwise GO ON WITH YOUR BAD SELF GIRLFRIEND! Okay, that was nice. And no, just because I'm going to pride, I'm not a lesbian. I don't even think I'm bi....time will still tell. Not a lesbian though. Need dick in my life believe you me. TMI, but truth can be fun. : ) And no, I wasn't looking at those two girls on Saturday night, I was watching purses. Just because I was drunk, it didn't mean that I had the right to be irresponsible and not keep and eye on two female purses. Wonderful time on Saturday, want to journal more about Saturday and what it brought me on Sunday, but I'm just not in the mood. Maybe later.
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| Someone needs a hug. |
[23 Jun 2003|11:34am] |
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Someone needs a hug. Someone also needs a beating but I was trying to sway away from violence. Apparently I am now not the only one looking for a job in my family.
My dad got fired this morning.
He's been with the company for 13 years and they got rid of him. I know there are politics to it. The company has issues that even a daughter can see and explain to them. The company will die if it continues to run as it does. I just hope that it doesn't take all the other wonderful people that I appreciate, with it.
I am on the virge of crying. I feel so horrible for my dad. He was such a loyal worker. He could have done tons of job hunting but he was loyal enough to stay. Besides all the bull shit there. So if anyone knows someone who needs a 50+ Computer Programmer, let me know.
My dad is my best friend and I hope he's okay.
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| School's over! |
[20 Jun 2003|02:21pm] |
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No more school! I can't even tell you how good I'm going to feel when I finally realize I'm done with school. I have an Associate Degree in Visual Communication. I don't know what to do with myself. Okay, I know what I did to myself yesterday, and the day before....think in the gutter here. Today though, I don't know what to do with myself. I am happy, and tired as hell. I was supposed to go party with my classmates last night but I got so sick after the Portfolio show and dinner I couldn't leave. Major tummy death. Ewww. On the positive side though, someone who works in the Admissions department at Brown liked my Maybelline ad campaign I did so much that she asked for a copy so she could show it to prospective students to try to get them to enroll! She took my resume too which is good, to show that off as well. I was happy. : ) I did make a promise to myself that I wasn't going to do any career stuff until after the 4th of July. I am declaring vacation time till after the holiday. Only work and play. No school pooder. YIPEE!
Looking forward to getting smashed Saturday. Not to the point of puking, I hope. I was going to hit a party my classmate is having Saturday for a little while, from like 8-10ish. Two hours of beer drinking for $5, I couldn't resist. Besides this might be the last party of his I get to go to. I will then take a taxi to Zero since it's only like a mile away from his house. : ) How nice. MMM, liquor.
By the way, thank you my cousin of mine, Critty, and Mark for a wonderful show and dinner yesterday. And thanks to those who came out. Plus, thanks to my dad for buying me my own domain name for a graduation present. I will soon be http://www.figment-imagining.com
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[20 Jun 2003|02:19pm] |
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Okay first I got this....
| figmentoz | | Magic Number | 25 | | Job | Criminal | | Personality | Chancer | | Temperament | Nervous | | Sexual | Just Say No | | Likely To Win | Some Lubricant | | Me - In A Word | Beautiful | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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Then I got this when I separated the two words.
| figment oz | | Magic Number | 3 | | Job | Writer | | Personality | A Worrier, I Worry That I Worry Too Much | | Temperament | Angry - At Everthing | | Sexual | If I Have To | | Likely To Win | A Swimming Badge | | Me - In A Word | Ditsy | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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| Shallow? |
[10 Jun 2003|09:05pm] |
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Yes, the road of getting to know yourself. Right when you think you have your mold all set out, deja vu, oh crap, something has been changed in the matrix. To those who don't know, I have been doing a motion of self improvement. I have been trying to be more honest when necessary and appropriate, more upfront, and less angry. Baby steps is certainly the phrase for a great deal of us lately. I have given some people emails regarding my baby steps, warning: more may follow which means you may get one! Oh, no! : )
Plus, along with all this I have felt that my thoughts have really been above the surface for way too long. What I mean is I feel I haven't ever really talked let alone journaled about any controversial issues or deep thoughts that I keep trapped in my mind. Some of you are good at letting yourself be known through poems and just honest words. I am not a poet, no denial here, so words will have to do. I am going to try to be a deeper person, not just skimming the top of myself and blurbing about it all the darn time. I am going to try to dig deep into my psyche now and again and try to get more out of the general happenings of things instead of ALWAYS taking them at face value. Don't worry, deep thoughts are to be occasional not a regularly scheduled program 24/7.
Does anyone think I'm trying too hard?
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